Monday, June 30, 2008

yay hello! 2nd sleepover in the month! this time it's all girls, and it's at sweejin's. i wonder whether is it a coincidence or is it that S43 people are darn good hosts! i.e. sweejin and lennart! waha. they both have alot alot of food in their houses -envy-

ohwells. flute today was fine. didnt do much and didnt get scolded cos i told my teacher beforehand that i didnt practise. yeowboon the sian guy was too bored at home so he came to ps as well to buy his organza. he was late! tsk! and guess what haha HE CAME ALONG TO SWEEJIN'S HOUSE!!! haha. okay i hope he doesnt kill me when he reads this... but lols thanks for the help with the stuff we were doing!

just now was fun because we were talking to people altogether and they were going crazy cos they didnt know who they were talking to. wahahha. we said alot of stupid underwired! stuff and other unrelated stuff and we found out that arianto was watching some ERHEM videos on youtube! okay alrighty sweejin is tired and meiqin wants to blog so i shall be off! tata!


Sunday, June 29, 2008

slept in by accident today and didnt reach school very early :/ like about one pm... saw welco doing up council board! the photos look so formal im not used to it :// i hope we have fun photos too!

did the ox (took a bloody long time cos i painted, removed the paint and painted it again. junfeng played ball without me :( he almost went to eat without me too, loner! after that helped sarah with day studio. oh man lah. if junfeng and i werent here she would be clearing and cleaning day all by herself!! anyway swept and mopped up day, and put up the black backdrop with johnny's help. cheena poks overruled sarah by playing all the chinese songs while we did our work! weiting joined awhile and contributed to cheenapoks, as well as naomi who wasnt feeling well. hope ure better now naomi! (though you will never see this)

went home alone (rahh) and went straight for nightwalk with newfriend! well we didnt really walk but went to the basketball court. wanted to play but both our balls were taken :( there werent any one playing so we just sat down and played our own silly, no-point games like last time. well this time it was hitting a marble at saga seeds with light sticks. sounds stupid hahahah :D

chatted abit. catching up was good. i miss old times, sigh. ohwells. as usual we argued about who to go home first but aiyoh didnt want to 'fight' again so i relented. if i did fight i would be screaming under the flats at 11pm which isnt good. haha here comes the funny part. while in the lift, she was helping me hold my phone (while trying to trap my hand inside my bag while i take my keys or smth -_-) and nearly dropped it. what came along with the action of saving it was a PIERCING SUPER HIGH PITCH HIGH FREQUENCY SCREAM. this came from the mouth of the 不男不女 girl (as she said it herself)!!! now i understand why ur friends call you guniang ah, newfriend :D i think that was the highlight of my day.

i hope geraldine feels better now!! dont worry too much about the matter okay. anytime you needta rant find me (:

oh oh i hope i can go for sleepover at sweejin's tomorrow!!! seriously. my mum is more inclined to say no currently :( it's gonna be damn fun (:


Saturday, June 28, 2008

the seniors' A's are coming like REALLY REALLY soon now. monday. i was sitting around and thinking about the journey, and i suddenly felt very sad.

this is the last week where the junior batch comes together for the sake of the senior batch. it is the last week where we would slog day and night, skip meals, get hungry, get injured, get scolded, work hard, play hard, worry for seniors, move as 07 and 08 batch together. it seemed ridiculous to some; why would we work so hard towards something that wouldnt benefit ourselves at all in the long run? i have no true answer to that. but i would say tsd is a pretty darn special subject. i love the friends i made and the people that make things a hundred times better. the company, the motivation, the gossip/bitching sessions, the mahjong sessions, basketball sessions, props making sessions, bumping in/out sessions, eating sessions, slacking and crapping sessions, and not to forget slotting especially, and learning skills from the seniors... all these make the subject seem so amazing.

i suddenly hope all these wouldn't end just like that. because after this, there wont be any mass interaction where you work with all kinds of people towards one thing that doesnt concern yourself directly. it would be time for us to start on our own stuff. it's like a dream that we foresee ending fast :( aye. must treasure these few days alot.

i love the underwired! crew, the people who were originally here(my hint couldnt be clearer) alot!!! i am gonna miss them so much when there is not more underwired!! i am starting to enjoy the slots as well, the seniors are getting increasingly nicer and friendlier (there is a stark improvement in a certain someone's behaviour) and i keep getting pleasant surprises when in their company. when the whole of underwired! (the 9 girls) painted the tree in the afternoon today, i felt so happy i was smiling in my heart lah (sounds corny) hahaha.

and the underwired! crew is so :))! screaming/threatening/cheating each other making sure everyone doesnt skip a meal or go too hungry... meiqin and sweejin were so sweet one day; they bought me chipsmore buttercrunch cookies knowing i had no money for lunch and dinner, and that i was sad to have eaten buttercrunch cookies that tasted like garlic in the morning. i was amused and moved at the same time lah (: thanks so much. yall are damn cute!

wow that was quite an amount of happy rants. :))

ah would anyone believe me if i said i drove past yet another accident tonight?
well i didnt lah. haha. but my dad did, on his way to my school. this is getting freaky. if he didnt take a detour to avoid the jam at the accident scene, it would be my fourth time this week passing by an accident.

i have a screwed up knee and a screwed up nose.

aye eyes closing. pardon the abrupt ending.


Thursday, June 26, 2008

omg. i am feeling damn remorseful now.
i am damn sorry johnny T_T

apparently, he waited for me to find my stuff in 24 before leaving together. we were the first to leave, then on reaching the overhead bridge near the bus stop we saw 43 zoom past. oh wells. so he started 'blaming me' for making him wait and missing the bus. then some people came out and their bus came and left. then he started to chant the "都是你的錯" song. THEN MORE PEOPLE CAME OUT! we waited for like near half an hour (see la!! i was right about the buses). then another 43 came along but cos we knew a double deck 76 was following behind i insisted we took 76. and guess what? 76 DIDNT WAIT FOR US. zoomed past like we were all ghosts.

so we cabbed.

if lennart hears this, he will laugh his head off until he looks like taariq's marinet.

rahhh i felt so bad lah.

today's slots werent so intensive. what did i do today? why do i feel as if one day only lasted around 5 hours? cos everything that happened before 7 felt like yesterday :/

i want this marathon to be over.


Wednesday, June 25, 2008

i wonder if it's a coincidence but i drove past yet another car accident just now. yesterday, i drove past two. scary.

everytime i happen to see the clock at 1112 or 1113, i feel extremely :( . haha. i just did.

today was killer day, with slots starting ten am till ten pm. well at least i had a half hour break after shiangnee :) and some slacking time during desmond's. otherwise i will totally switch to zombie mood and scare people.

some of the tsd ppl who went jogging/running and some who went to buy dinner met with some interesting but freaky incident on the journey. apparently a man and a woman were fighting at the expressway next to ecp and the woman was attempting suicide or smth. well this is inaccurate information as i only heard bits and pieces from different people. leon called the police haha!

i kinda miss having a bus mate :( it's been really long since i went to sch with a friend. i miss my bus kakis! boohoo. they make the hour+ long journey so enjoyable, and it keeps me awake for the rest of the day. going to sch alone = sleep = feel sleepy after reaching school = feel sleepy the whole day. rah.

some stuff just irks me alot even though they do not concern me at all. i dont know why but im affected by it. sucks :( i dont like feeling this way, hurr :( :( :(


Monday, June 23, 2008

oh man. i am NOT accustomed to waking up at 5 (well it kinda dragged till 530 before i actually got out of bed) and going to school! oh man. i was in school for 15plus hours today!!! siao liao. i wonder the people taking mid-years actually feel miserable when comparing with us or fortunate.

ahhh did flag duty for the first time. and how suay is that, that the first time i raise the flag in my life i have to raise it in front of the whole school?!?! I RAISED THE SG FLAG TOO SLOWLY T__T it was the first time i actually found the national anthem damn short :// to my surprise, there are actually quite a big number of people that notice the speed of the flag being raised! if i were in the crowd, i would prolly look around at birds or smth. anyway i will do better next week!

today was a damn weird day. it's like, not holidays, but we are doing the exact same thing as we did in the holidays. the rest of the school is here, but there were no lessons. the canteen is open. but we are still sick of the food even though we haven't eaten it for a month. i felt super disoriented in school today huh :s

left school at around 1040plus. thank god my dad came, otherwise i'll reach home at 12 :s the thing is while i was subconscious on the way home, i was vaguely aware that my dad drove past two accidents. how coincidental is that. i think i woke up purposely to see if there was anybody injured but thank god i didnt see any. the 2nd accident had an ambulance though. rahhhh. so scary. THE ROAD IS A DANGEROUS PLACE TO BE.

i think i will lose the blogging spirit since sch has reopened. judging by how small my eyes are now i dont think i'll have the energy to crap out a few hundred words everynight. so tata, world. see y'all maybe tomorrow, maybe... just next time (:

XUBIE IS TOMORROW. :( :(


Sunday, June 22, 2008

woke up today in a brutal fashion. apparently Massive Nosebleed has made a comeback. thank god the damage on my pillowcase wasn't too bad. but waking up with sticky hands and sticky face (i think i tried wiping it before i woke up) was a mood dampener all the same. i dont know how much paper i used to stem the flow, all i rmb was that i cant leave my nose exposed for more than 3 seconds or it'll start dripping lol. parents were out so i had no one to whine to haha! anyway it stopped after fifteen minutes lah.

it's yamaha holidays this week, so there wasn't flute. thank god. or i'll play really badly and earn a scolding (i always do) from my teacher. couldnt study due to the headache i was sporting so i attempted to finish M. Butterfly and i achieved it woohoo! sucks la i wasted the whole day not touching revision. i hate whining about not studying then continue to slack. i suck!

my dad is such a workaholic that when he suddenly takes a break to rest, he falls sick. i wonder if it's in the genes. cos when it's ultra busy and people fall sick easily, i dont, then when there's nothing to do i become all groggy and ill. hmm well no this doesnt apply to the studying part of school.

anyhow im in a rotten mood having done some stupid stuff today.
i give upppppp! :(


Saturday, June 21, 2008

even though my mid years are two weeks away, i still feel really doomed, having not really started revision at all. i desperately need help due to all the lessons i missed, i am seriously worried but still kinda at a loss of what to do. finding teachers has been my holiday aim but i have no idea what repels me from the staffroom. finding friends.. haha let's say people are either in tsd(and are in the same situation as me) or they are so caught up with their own revision that they cant be bothered to help you at all.

i am prepared to get four U papers and maybe get sacked from council. -worries-

finally i have a day free from school today, but i still had to wake at 7 to send my pinafore to geraldine. but thanks to the 'bastard senior' (johnny la) i didnt have to go all the way to school, wasting two and a half hours of my life squeezing on public transport.

and that leaves me free in the afternoon to mug with xuezhen at compass point!

well mug is just too nice a term. all i did the whole afternoon was to read one act of M. Butterfly and chat/confide in/gossip with xuezhen. that girl is falling sick lah. GET WELL SOON!!! your exam is in two days!!!

my mum cooked porridge today, with salted egg, century egg, minced meat and tofu in them! ah, heaven ((:

i borrowed a chinese novel i that i didnt get to read when i last borrowed and read them a lil (yeah i have time to read books but not study? slap myself). it was very funny at some parts, i really love this author lah.

檞寄生 - 蔡智恆

'光陰像肉包子打狗似的有去無回.'

'外表美麗而內心醜陋的人, 仍然是醜陋的. 就像即使在廁所外面插滿芳香花朵, 廁所還是臭的.'

lol i wonder how many people would bother to read that and understand the pun.


Thursday, June 19, 2008

haiyohhhhhh.
it's all starting again.
the restlessness, the tension, the whatever.
i dont want to tolerate these boooooshit.

why am i such a loser?
ahlaaalallalaala.
go away go away go away
go and die go and die go and die
go eat shit go eat shit go eat shit
吃鞋!



today went by fine, it was a twelve hour thing in the studios since i was there from ten am till ten pm. haha crystabel taught me canto!!! she's so pro :))

slotted for saira, then johnny, then desmond. surprisingly it wasnt as draining as i thought it would be, because saira and desmond had massive props and set. anyhow the day went by unknowingly.

played ball with junfeng esti and johnny. it was fun even though junfeng despised me to be on his team :( esti was super zai when she managed to throw the ball in from a weird angle BEHIND the... what do you call that? aye nvm i think anyone reading this will know what i mean hahah :D i hope!

slotting for yeowboon from 7 till 10 was a CRAZY thing. hahah. we had proper slot for an hour plus, then the rest of us went crazy when yeowboon went to diao the actor's acting. we were like doing improv, screaming and crying around, trying and failing to do movement pieces(except for naomi of course!), then settling down to camwhore the night away!

products.

esti and i, when i still had my insane ponytails.


naomi, eva, me. the extra hair belongs to sandy hahah :D

sandy has smiling eyes :))

NAOMI!! i love this pic (:

evaaaaa. one of the highest people.

esti and i, proper!


arianto! they actually took a video of me trying to get him to take a photo. hilarious

brother!!

self-timed grp picture!

the girls, with eva in the centre (there's another photo where she got stranded behind the other four of us, looking grumpy)!

by the way there's someone giving me 15 hugs everyday! i bet it's newfriend! own up if you are hahah :D



Monday, June 16, 2008

i fear getting used to things.
i remember i used to say this.
because no matter how long something continues, it is bound to stop someday.
compared to losing something, i'd rather have none of it at all


am craving for the following songs, anyone who has them please send me online yeah!! i lost them after my com reformatted few years ago i think.. :(

光良
- 第一次
- 天堂
- 少年

張信哲
- 過火
- 不要對他說
- 信仰

i'll love you if you send them to me :D


Sunday, June 15, 2008

koped from cheryl's blog! s34 after class dinner!


i want to play!

slept VERY early yesterday after reaching home. like.. 830? all the way till 11 this morning :// i wonder why the hell i had so much sleeping energy. hahah.

hmm thank god leon changed roles with me so i didnt have to run all over singapore with the team. hence reaching at 6am was too early for me. stoned around at the cc with arianto and ingmar for awhile, till 715 where we registered and set off.

i was a station master at vivo city, along with wei seng from hwachong and kanglong. we reached there a good half an hour even before the race started. stoned awile, ate abit then the groups started to arrive.

our jobs were relatively easy, mainly just giving instructions, let them go into the mall/wherever they want to play for 20 min, then calculate their scores, give them the clues and let them go. and we stone for quite a period of time for the next batch of groups to arrive.

while stoning, we had pretty interesting conversations lol. especially about the differences between girls from girls schools and girls from mixed schools, and guys from boys sch and guys from mixed schools. i learnt from kanglong how not to do certain stuff in front of guys lol. useful lesson huh!

the only bad thing was that we took in ALOT of second hand smoke. maybe even more than we take for half a year. cos we were located right outside the entrance, next to a bin. so everyone who craved a ciggie while shopping would come out and smoke right at the entrance then go back in. the smoke was SO BAD that we had to leave our bags there and move away to the next entrance to get fresh air. rahh i hate people who smoke. sigh. sigh.

i think other than not being able the control the crowd, the event was quite successful. the teams were not dead or unenthusiastic or anything. in fact many groups had pretty high energy during the race! the vjc people gave a resounding "yo vjc" cheer(while everyone else quietened down and watched, including people on the stage. but it was not like it was inappropriate lah) and we left... i felt a lil bad because we cheered vj cheer instead of the NYEC cheers... which is what we were there for. ohwells.

anyway, congrats to the youth council for making National Youth EnvirOlympics Challenge a success :)

bad, bad angle :(

kanglong and his VERY REALISTIC invisible chair. he kept at it for damn long.

yay successful shot! :)



Saturday, June 14, 2008

it's 3:11 in the morning. lemme describe the situation now. i am using collin's macbook here blogging (there's no one online, sadded). jerald and andy are playing fifa and as usual, jerald is losing. haha. the only diff is that i am supporting jerald instead of andy, lol. they played against collin together for around 5 or 6 games and lost throughout, pretty badly! it was super amusing even though i was struggling to keep my eyes open.

wanswen is studying in a corner, leon is dozing at the end of the couch, diana and cheryl are studying at the dining table, the rest are sleeping(i think stacy and hannah). lennart went home half an hour ago(and snatched back the two controllers he graciously lent for the xbox games here). the studying people are so scary!!! how do they concentrate! i dont understand.

woke up damn early today only to reach school late with a stomachache that i endured for a whole hour on the bus! slots were... hmm okay! no comments. but rah i think the bang against the box had a big impact on my knee, which did not possess any problem until we were rushing for mr brassington's play. it was pretty damn horrible ESPECIALLY WE HAD TO CROSS THE ROAD WITHOUT TRAFFIC LIGHTS! thank god esti remembered and came to save me. thanks meihui! running was. die lah.

anyway, MR BRASSINGTON WAS GOOD. i am super amazed by the masks and the way they were used. the part about the child was really sad.. oh when mr b acted as a woman it was very surprising! i'd never imagine this part of him!

well after sitting down for near 40 min getting up was suicide for my knees. im sorry if i looked grumpy or down haha my face wasnt reflecting my feelings lah. ohwells. went home to bathe then came right here.

im like doing a basic recount (have a robotic mind now) i think i bored anyone that's reading this lol. sai lah. 3:30! have to wake at 4:30 :( i think i will die tomorrow.


Friday, June 13, 2008

highlight of the day! class dinner! although only 12 people turned up in the end: (arranged in sitting position) junfeng benjamin khaizar tenghui phyllis yixiang rouhui cheryl ranika wensiu naomi and me! it was quite fun lah. there were alot of laughing points especially when it's related to a certain someone...

arcade was very fun!! ohman. didnt step into the arcade for so long already, like half a year?!!! played bball machine with junfeng(the three guys played like, twenty games or smth), then time crisis 3 and 4 with shifu! walao, his points double mine can -_- and i die so fast :( we were the last people to leave the arcade! the management people were actually sitting around waiting for cheryl and rouhui to finish playing their dance dance revolution, but they were oblivious to it! :D

oh yeah before that went bowling with junfeng and benjamin. ah, i was lucky the first round, 91! and guess what, junfeng won me by ONE POINT. 92. BOOOOO!!!! his bloody last frame helped him. by 2nd round benjamin came and i lost badly :( watching them play was very fun lol benjamin's pose was very funny! i took a few videos, maybe will put them up next time for entertainment purposes :D

ahhh i hope to get the photos from naomi and cheryl soon!! it's like the first ever class outing i've been to other than JTS because i always had SC. quite stupid never bring camera :( but yay i had a great day!

and thanks shifu for walking me home man! it was already very late and that was really nice of you (though i've said it a thousand times and you wont see it here anyway) and you had to walk freaking far home :( haha but yeah i guess my 'life story' was pretty interesting huh -_-

ah. tomorrow's gonna be tiring.


Wednesday, June 11, 2008

i nearly froze to death on the bus today, haha. that's about the only thing i can remember for the day.. somehow.

i hate getting used to things.
because when they change, you dont know what's right anymore. you dont know what to do; you're at a loss. it feels as if you've lost a certain part of you and the hollowness haunts you like a hungry phantom.

sometimes i hate myself.

dont we all.


Tuesday, June 10, 2008

i really really love the rain. even the scary kind like now, where the rain is like charging towards the ground like waterfalls(exaggeration) and the wind howls and slams my windows when i open it. i wonder if it is the sadistic nature in me that made me like rain; especially the ominous part of it, with overcast skies and lightning.

since young, i would plant myself behind the window and watch a heavy rain come and go. i have no idea why i am attracted to it seriously, but there is something behind the thunderstorms and huge showers that intrigue me. i still cant find the answer. maybe this kinda things dont have an answer?

i wonder if im emo or just talking crap.

anyway, it's such a mood spoiler to see a dead, shrinking, decomposing lizard stuck on my bedroom window. i'll never notice it if not of the rain today hmph.

went to school just a lil earlier than my slots today to study a little but evidently it's a failed attempt. junfeng couldnt get into the mood and would rather sleep in the costume room than entertain his notes. even though i was still holding dearly to my carbohydrate notes i admit my mind has already flew a thousand milds away.

the whole world likes tormenting me about my skin. the whole world = tsd. that actually makes me appreciate council more -sniffs- well my hunger pangs made me one of the earliest among those people to leave the sch compound, but both my buses left me in their wake. in the end i was the LAST(okay at least i had johnny) to leave the bloody bus stop! :( talk about suayness.

lol amanda googled me to find this blog, HELLO! hope you are honoured to see ur big picture a few posts down haha :D


Monday, June 09, 2008

im blogging everyday, and thats not a good thing :( (cos it means im slacking)

woke up extra early today to go to rivervale. THANKS XUEZHEN!! for waking up earlier today to collect my cert from me to return to the school :))

well the morning trip woke me up and i couldn sleep on the bus. but if i really did i'd miss the stop cos i took 87 and 55, not like the super long 43 or 76. reached 24 at 9:29, aha! im not late! anyhow slots were fine, like they said it's for 'refamiliarising' purposes, lol. i like the piece alot; i feel very sad watching it for some reasons, even though they said it wasnt supposed to be saddening.

trina's slot got cancelled so i got the afternoon free; tagged along to the bowling alley after lunch. it was quite fun watching junfeng and yeowboon play haha! junfeng has this irritating victory action everytime he gets a spare, wahh freaking qian bian!! but it's very funny lah :D they played six games, siao. i rmb the maximum i could play last time was 4 games. cos no stamina, and no money. haha.

rahhh spending time with them (junfeng and brother) equals to subjecting myself to insults and teasing for a few hours! morons! :(


下一个天亮 - Claire Guo Jing

i only heard this song yesterday when i couldn sleep, and now it's been stuck in my head for the whole day! couldn stop humming it, i irritate even myself. hope i wont get sick of it like those songs i got crazy over last time!

press stop on top of this page if my background music is in the way :)

用起伏的背影 擋住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必說給 每個人聽
許多眼睛 看的太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見 那個自己

用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣

等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂
等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

時間可以磨去我的稜角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我 小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠

i dont want to be disappointed again :(


Sunday, June 08, 2008

im sorry to my pw group :( i got locked in my house this morning and couldn reach in time for my pw meeting lol. and it's in bloody bedok! hahah. damn far lah ):

the day went by without me knowing it. sleeping is a waste of time but haha, cant resist temptation lah.

and naughty amanda really bought a lappie!

random.
i'm sorry. i could only do this.
you dont know how i feel about it.


Saturday, June 07, 2008

TODAY! hmm. i remember yesterday's post, where i put a sad face after 'tomorrow'. but ah, never lose hope, cos things may never be as bad as they seem! hahaha.

was initially dreading today cos of the long, draggy, dry run that we have to go through. when i woke up all i felt was dread, and it was raining and i have zero brollies at home! but the rain became a drizzle while i walked the long way to compass point(and i must mention that the second i stepped into shelter the rain got heavier). after spending a few hours in the pavilion in hougang, cheering the new cheers with other jcs, dry run was cancelled(i think due to the rain) and we were released!

so we had a whole afternoon ahead of us to slack!

we went to eat at the hawker centre near hougang plaza, the one which has fabulous western food on hotplates! collin gave everyone the personality test he learnt from wanswen, and haha it was quite amusing to see everyone's answers! :D felt like lazing around after finishing our meals so jerald decided to tell us two very stupid stories, one of which i already heard before in pri 6 - the green pingpong ball! well his version was the purple pingpong ball, heh. anyway the objective of these two VERY LONG stories is to make us hang upon every word he say, anticipating the ending when actually, the ending is not gonna reveal what you want to know. we wasted twenty minutes of our lives!!!

for awhile, i was looking at everyone of them, feeling very fascinated to see these people in hougang. i always imagined myself in their company in the eastern part of sg instead of in the purple-line areas!

lennart walked past us while we were having our meals so he joined us haha. and after that we all trooped over to his house to nua! damn fun lah, the people were divided in such a way: xbox, mahjong and tv! I OWN THE MAHJONG TABLE! haha. out of ten games, i won 6, leon won 3, and the last game was a draw. coolios! kudos to all the training in twentyfour :D

the guys that were playing winning eleven were damn high lah, jerald lost every game that he played apparently, collin owned, leon won the games that he played, and hannah was damn cute! hhaha.

lennart was a damn good host, stuffing all of us with food! we kinda cleared his gummies, his chocolate bar, few packets of tao kae noi... oops! thanks lennart, you rock lah :D

brighter!

yiling insisted i take a photo that is not unglam :D

leon and the picture with a loophole. can you find it?

oh man.

pretty hannah! :))

people on my right in hawker centre.

people opposite.

people on my left.

collin and hannah. collin win until he purposely let hannah win. look at hannah's intent expression! damn cute lah!!

my tiles during one of my win! if not for the nan..

lennart, stacy, jerald.

leon has much luck as well.

this is a self-timed picture, ON THE PAVEMENT! ahaha. i love council :)



Friday, June 06, 2008

back to sn in the morning! and freak! there's something wrong with my cert so i have to go back like AGAIN!!! okay, im not complaining :D but not like people are free all the time for me to pull along :( but anyhow today was great still, amanda was a pig in disguise omg she ate so many things!!! orangebowl.. chicken rice.. ice tea.. milo dinosaur.. orangebowl soup....!!! wahhh is that the amanda that i know always never finish her food? nvm.. it goes to show how great sn food is :D

sam kinda got tortured by me and amanda's stories regarding girl-girl eyecandies, crushes and relationships. lol and we enjoyed seeing her expressions while at it! amanda was damn high when talking about someone lahhh! :D

to yixiang's house after that for pw. that guy lives in a freaking semi-detach and HE HAS SIX DOGS!!! ahhhhhh so damn cute lah all of them, even the one that barks crazily. very very cute. i love all animals with fur (yes rats too) ahhh!! okay pw was quite productive i guess!! yayy. then yixiang's friend from another class came and helped us with our project? haha abit weird ah. i would kill to not do pw! so it was yixiang, ryan, bryan and i and i felt pretty damn disoriented lah after all they were three guys and im not close to any of them :/ where's ranika and wensiu? :(

tomorrow... :(


Thursday, June 05, 2008

whats with c________s? :(

whoa, long day today. i hate squeezing on the bus with the office-goers in the morning :( 7am-8plus is hell. the food that i brought from home to sch to for breakfast already grew from hot to stone cold :( sad travelling life huh.

had orientation adhoc meeting!! haha. okay. that's all i can say :/ but anyhow we went to cafe cartel for lunch. the food sucked but we played a game that causes us to gain our money's worth lol. we drank up like 3 flasks of their ice water through this game that jerald introduced. we were nearing puking by the end of the game can! i could literally feel my stomach being filled up to my oesophagus with water. the game was super fun wahhaha. i cant stand victoria's contagious laughter!!!! :D

couldn jay walk due to road phobia and missed the bus :( so lennart and i walked back to sch from siglap centre! i had terrible terrible stitches throughout the journey :( sorry lennart we were like almost late cos of me!

workshop was actually fun! haha didnt regret going lol. it was fun more of the people rather than the content cos we knew much of the stuff to be learnt in day. haha. ohman the lesson in ava was hmm. alot to absorb. i wonder if i know how to operate the lights board properly. it is darn cool though!

after a round of mahjong session (no winners) we went to macs opp parkway. ohman. food again -grimaces- hmm for some reason i cant rmb what we talked about. i know there was the sam being the odd one out of ten people for coming from a co-ed sec sch! hmm.. and that's about it :/ i think stuffing ur stomach is not good for the brain. ... uh no link haha.

bus-ed home with arianto and johnny, and i see a pattern in the people i take bus with! other than jiayun, a large proportion of the rest of the random people consists of cat high people! i've started to see this pattern after lennart(regular, we will become chatterboxes) collin(forever sleepy) yiyong melphin(both last time) martin(once or twice). the power of 43 76 55! purple line.

im in a crappy mood. but ah, all's well cos im going to sn tomorrow again with amanda! woohoo. major mood lifter! i miss orange bowl!!! :D sam's coming along, ahaha wonder what she'll say about orangebowl :D :))


taken today, at macs!



Wednesday, June 04, 2008

yay! yesterday went back to stnicks with xuezhen! hahha looks like it's pretty much still a place where jc ppl like to come back and study... saw some vj j2s but didnt recognise them :/

yayyy it's been bloody long since i saw xuezhen lah! like, more than a term ago!! finally met up to talk so well... study session wasnt productive at all :( i only nailed down lipids, and if you realised, it is the smallest chapter in the whole bio syllabus up till now :( xuezhen did one of her chi essays under pressure lol, she finished in less than half an hour! pro ah.

apparently huahui juniors were interviewing for exco positions. i dont know why they called it auditions though! not like they have to act out what they do right haha :P

ohh i must say that i miss orange bowl super alot!! :( :( it makes me wanna go back to eat AGAIN :( anyone anyone free? haha!

then went to macs and we had the most intensive drilling session. rahh i miss talking like that! i miss how i could speak all i want, say out my fears and doubts so blatantly to someone and not mind whether they laugh at you or anything :( xuezhennnn!!! i want chatting session again! though we spend time cheating ourselves but to me it's like a damnit destress session!

and trust me! even though i may be cheating myself, i mean what i said. boohoo :( and i understand how you feel! boohoohoo :((

anyhow yesterday was super enjoyable lah :) thanks for the great day smelly girl!

camwhoring in 3rd floor toilet (there are so many toilets in sn!)

:)

xuezhen and the big sn canteen (it's only like, 1/10 of the canteen that you are seeing)

surprise! hahahah dont kill me :/ i miss studying in cafe cartel! :(

i miss those times :( (and my geog notes!!)


Monday, June 02, 2008

ayee apparently the phantom virtual hugger(s) include newfriend, pleasant surprise haha yay. hope school is fun. im going to st nicks tomorrow!

yeah speaking of that, im finally meeting xuezhen after like, one term?!?! going back to claim my cert haha it's rotting in the general office i guess. cant wait! but aye, i dont know what to study on tomorrow :/ im so lost it is horrible.

watching a new show! 惡女阿楚 is like, fantabulous :D okay it's because my 2nd favourite actress is inside :D im stuck to the com everytime i have the chance and hopelessly contributing to the electricity bill :(

anyway i finished my sister's keeper and omg :( :( i cant put what im feeling into words, it is so goddamn unexpected and brutal and... amazing i guess. i take my hat off jodi picoult. you rock!!

heh yes everyone should post at the tsd forum! it is addictive and pretty fun i guess haha :))
when you reappeared today, im surprised my heart didnt skip a beat. at all.


Sunday, June 01, 2008

oh man! someone gave me a motherload of virtual hugs! so touched!! a pity they are anonymous huh :( otherwise i can see who's being so nice!

tiring tiring today. no comments regarding briefing to protect reputation of certain organisations.
stoning around in j8 with stacy victoria collin arianto leon and anoosha was pretty fun. okay lah. we didnt do anything but it seemed fun anyway.

cheerleading was great!! VJ knights were like so high and smiley throughout lah. the trademark cheerleader smiles! their efforts paid off, they're in the finals woots!! :)

my brain's not in the zone. wasted time in pockets here and there everywhere the whole day. at night when cheerleading ended, went for dinner with stacy wanswen and collin. ohman we talked for damn long, and our main topic was horror stuff! we literally sat after finishing all the food and dessert, then chatted for one hour forty min straight! stacy seemed pretty freaked out and disturbed after that. i hope she's alright!

yawns. ahhhh. posting on the vjctsd forum is addictive. lols. resisted temptation to reply certain posts! but paiseh lah, junior only :/





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